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2008-08-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

I wrote this message at work... Just have a sudden feel that life of mine has not been fully utilize so far. I felt that i have wasted so much time not doing anything fruitful or beneficial to myself and people around me. At the age of 23, what am i doing? i asked myself and i couldn't get a satisfied answer. I'm utterly disappointed with myself. Just felt that i could have done things

2006-09-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday korn... hope you like the present... hmm... my 21st birthday is gonna be spent in the army... wonder anyone would bother to celebrate... haha... i abit cant be bothered also... but it's like 21st... hmm... life just sucks isn't it? am i suppose to celebrate it so much earlier? or just don't celebrate at all? sigh...i very tired...i felt so lost in a sudden...i know i didn't contact

2006-09-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

yeah... finally... Pop-ed. Been tired for the last 2 months... and gonna be tired again soon... it has been a tiring day... and within this two month... i gain and lost alot of stuff... gain xp... level up... lost weight... lost freedom... haha... dunno la... i gonna make good use to these few days...and this is what happen to my bed... and to pamper myself for my birthday... yeah... i know...

2006-09-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah... post post post... very long never touch blog liao... you all wont understand how tired it is to be in the stupid army la... haha... i lost 8kg... see... this is the effect of the tekong slimming center...And i promise a picture of me botak in my blog... lOlx...

2006-07-07T04:35:00.000+08:00

7/7/2006.A day to remember.Gone for National Service.Back on 21/7/2006.For a day that is...haha...will miss you people...thanks for all the blessings...i will take care of myself...i promise...i am not a kid anymore...go ns liao... be a man liao...good luck on studies...on work...life...if you think sian is what you can describe your life...look at ours...=)to my laopo(s) hehe... just kidding la.

2006-06-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

A tribute to all my friends in temasek polytechnic... =)If your photos is not in it yet...Please be paitence...Any photo u specifically want to bring up or down...Just let me know =)I love you guys...Gimme me more time to complete this...Too much photos le... hehe...

2006-06-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

I might not be the best person u ever come across...I may be a big fat jerk...I was just thinking that whatever it is...It's my life...I make my choice...Walk my own path...Make the best out of it...Whatever that you are unhappy that i've done...Listen to this...I make the best choice out of my life...For my own sake...Which i think it will be the best for me...This way...

2006-06-15T05:56:00.000+08:00

I feel like uploading the Mtv...I began to cry abit after watching the Mtv...Reading back at my past blog...Thinking of all those memories i had...Thinking of my past...thinking of all the problems occured in my life...thinking of you... her... she...then i began to ask myself...what is it that i really want...what is love...what is life...flash backs... alot of flash back...I can't stand it

2006-06-13T07:39:00.000+08:00

Yawn... Insomnia!! Again!! Can't sleep like totally la... sian... playing conqueronline all these while... damn sian la... tp having holidays meaning no one in school... then got no money... can only stay at home liao lor... sigh... mummy don't let me leave my computer on overnight seriously sucks la... haha... alot of things cannot do lor... very expensive meh the electricity bill... argh... I

2006-06-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

hmm... been unable to post due to error in the blogger!! unable to sign in and stuff... hmm... anyway... first of all i wanna thanks korn for posting such a nice video on you tube la. was away for band camp these few days... have lotsa fun bombing ppl with water bomb and having mac in the middle of the night... sorry for making zhu cry again... didn't do it on purpose... jia you for studying!!!

2006-05-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

Wah... tiring... went to pariss to eat the whatever student buffet... erm... not really that amazing as i expected it to be la... the place is nice la... but the customer service and the food not really nice la... then they wanna get the voodoo doll for sijie... then we went... after that i meet up with my zhu at cathay for da vinci code. i tell you... this movie is like damn nice la... although

2006-05-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

I start to post again... hopefully can share things here...people... stop saying my blog got no tag board...i just don't wish people to pin point on how i do things in life...i believe in myself... not that i wont make mistakes...just think that... i am happy with the way i do things...if there is seriously any comments... just call me and talk to me...

2006-05-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

There is so much things going on around me...So much that i couldn't handle it mentally...Firstly,Farewell temasek polytechnic...I seriously can't bear to leave you guys...I was wondering if anyone wishes me to stay anyway...Friends made here are for life i hope...I hope things does not turn out like the way everyone fears...So stop those tears people... i am trying so hard not to cry...Stop

2006-03-22T04:06:00.000+08:00

Life is so unfair...As long as you did something wrong...You are condemm for life...No one ever spare a thought...No one ever understand...What is this shit that I'm going through...I bet no one understands...Tired is the best word to describe myself now...No one can help me now...I'm on my own...Everyone is gone with happy life...Gone...Stop asking if I'm feeling better...Stop asking if things

2006-03-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screamingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like me(Chorus)To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out

2006-03-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

xin tong... shi yi zhong heng qi guai de dong xi...

2006-03-01T10:33:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Robin! Was at his chalet yesterday at Aranda Country Club. Reach like around 730pm and realise i dunno how to go in. haha! Ate, play, enjoy & crap our way up to 1230am! haha... After that zx came to fetch me and we went to yishun dam to chill lor... chill until now very chill-ed. Sick liao!!! oh... just looked at my watch... then i remembered. Happy birthday Yihua!! haha... so

2006-02-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Could someone just understand my situation... I don't even know what i want out of my life... I really don't understand what i want... i really don't know a single thing... Give up...

2006-02-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

Girl that has been through part of my life...Knew her through band... Got together... Due to one word that i said, she broke off with me. First relationship. Felt stupid though... Broke off due to heavy pressure... Too many things to concentrate on... Doesn't felt like I was in a relationship with her... Broke off... guess we're still young... too lateto regret anything... Things were fine...

2005-10-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

New life... new me... everything before this post is all over... all over... today... is a brand new day...what comes ahead for me i have no idea at all... hopefully... i will be happy this way too...

2005-10-05T02:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the HAPPIEST DAY of my life. THANKS!

2005-10-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day... everything does not went on smoothly... time to make a difference in life... what do i want? hmm... i really got no idea... there is only one me... i can't split up... help... argh... wtf... anyway... thanks peeps for the adidas watch... really... thanks... love it =)

2005-09-30T04:26:00.000+08:00

hmm... what a birthday... lolx... saw millions of friends in orchard today... sheila... eh... shawn... jac... etc etc... lol.. today quite budget one lor... then in the end still manage to buy myself a new pair of berms... lolx! excited lor... tommorrow i gonna wear my new berms... =x with the nice gayish bag given together with the pair of shorts... lol... if only i had more money then shopping

2005-09-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me... Happy Birthday to me... Happy Birthday to me... Happy Birthday to me... !!! lol... yeah... i'm 20 years old le... lolx... sian... tommorrow going out lor... then meet bro at night... haha... wonder how tomorrow will be like... thanks everyone for their birthday greetings... Nue er... Elvin... Nana... Jasmine... + etc... lolx... i cant recall all... but thanks alot people..

2005-09-27T03:50:00.000+08:00

Problem solved. I decided. To stay alone... No solution needed... this is the best way out... if you two wanna stay friends... i am always here... if not... feel free to ignore me... avoid me... i will always be there for everyone... being the happy me that solve and listen to others problem in life... guess that life would be better that way... guess i can't lead my life with someone else... i

2005-09-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Great... finally you decided too... it will be a good ending for you... I out of this already... it good afterall... now people decide for me... i was with others? i guess i know who are you. fine...

2005-09-25T03:00:00.000+08:00

Very tired. <--- all i can describe about how i'm feeling right now... too tired... camp... rush... 3 days sleep 10 hours... after camp work... tml still working... going to die soon la ah... great... then problem solve... haha... just kidding... don't kill me...Although i have been asking... is god giving me a trial test before a long lasting relationship... is god playing a fool with me?? but i

2005-09-24T05:25:00.000+08:00

Judge me you people... just judge me... the same way you judge a jerk... the way you judge a flirt... i don't give a fuck anymore! to the both of you... i can't take it anymore... i shall leave... just in case anyone thinks that i am cheating little girls like you all... find someone better... don't stick with a jerk like me... friends and buddies... even you people think of me that way... i

2005-09-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

This is the end of my blog. life will not go on. life end here.

2005-09-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

dar dar... thanks for everything... since you wanna leave too... fine... go ahead... just take good care of youself...i''m sorry...too tired to carry on blogging...- gone -才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好整个画面是你想你想的睡不着嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)

2005-09-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

Trying to disappear? trying to make me worried? yes.. i admit you succeeded but it's so selfish of you... So fucking selfish to the both of you... when i am not supposed to walk out of this crap... when i wanted to... both of you asked me to stay... when the two of you left me hesitating... i stayed... but now... who staying? which one of you? fine... leave... kiss my fucking ass.people... stop

2005-09-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

Where are you... do you know that i'm missing you so much so that i'm so tired to even think about it... it's good that there is someone else out there for you... i'm glad you decided to walk out it... i'm glad... i'm glad cause i can see that... that way... you will be happier... i will not be a burden anymore... not a problem... not a trouble... just plainly some sweet memories... that brighten

2005-09-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

haha... today woke up later for work again... boss cut pay... ask me go home early due to little little customers... lolx... so tired sia... bought a new pair of havaians slippers... haha... so nice... dunno lea... today is zhong ciu jie lea... mean my chinese birthday lea... haha... so happy... turning older le... sister gave me 80 dollars to get present for myself... muahaha... shiok lea...

2005-09-18T03:13:00.000+08:00

What a day rotting at home... tried playing PS2 and lost interest after 5 - 10 minutes... everyone around me is having relationship problems... including me... and i still financially having problem too... kns... sian la... dunno what is going to happen to everyone... i dunno... i just know that... my life... is going to get more tiring but i am glad... cause this is the way god wants me to take.

2005-09-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

where are u... drifting apart from you... i swear... i dunno what is going on.... so messy... life is so fucking messy you know... i seriously thinks that we need some get together... i felt so tired... girl... you know... i dunno what i am doing... i am really VERY TIRED LE... i wanna a new life... a whole start all over again... i.. i am so tired... so sick of this fucked up life... today went

2005-09-14T05:44:00.000+08:00

what a day... reach home late after a whole day of shopping in orchard... saw lotsa stuff at new urban male... nice stuff there but all kinda expensive you know... haha... i wanted to buy a pair of flip flop also must think quite long... haha... was thinking of buy a car for my family... share the burden of course... thinking of kia picanto... dunno how la... see first liao lor... so tired...

2005-09-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha... yeah... finally exam over le... yeah... dunno what to do then rot lor... went for meeting the to marina bay for dinner. it was great although they started fire on the stove. LOL!! sian... wanna go slp le... hey!! anyone wanna go out can jio me ah! cant wait to get out of the house okie!! remember! just ask me out!!

2005-09-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

New Blog Song...很想你你在哪里? 这些年来如意不如意?还快乐? 还单纯? 还美丽?时光如何对你?我在这里人海中的一座岛屿很平静风平浪静只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭我很想你你知道吗如果可以就让我再见你美好微笑清澈眼睛好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已我很想你听见了吗? woo~这是唯一我无解的困境那些过去不肯过去不管我后来遇见多少人只能叹息都不是你我只想爱你我在哪里? 你会不会偶尔好奇?有没有曾经怀疑?我说我会忘记只是种好意

2005-09-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

haha... i have decided to buy this in time to come!! Zoo! Python!! muahaha~ 4d and toto... come come come!!

2005-09-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

Below is a slight education to people that play bike okie? If you wanna play bike. Please wear safety precautions!! Don't not make you leg suffer unneccessary injuries like mine. LOL! Great Day! Nice Ride! Tyres punctured~ Leg Scratch~ Thanks bro for the patch man! Cya around again!

2005-09-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

Murder in singapore once again... Woman head found in blue sports bag & her limbs are found in a separated thrash bags behind orchard mrt station between the park and mosaic wall. Fuck up people... Killing each other!!Singapore is getting more and more unsafe? or the people are getting more and more bian tai? we never know... to read more about this article today click the link below... not the

2005-09-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

sigh... brothers going in ns le... sian... no one ride with me during weekdays liao... sigh... when is my turn! don't leave me outside alone lea... sian... stupid law of singapore... today we wanted to go eat buffet huo guo~ opposite the shaw towers one... $10 bucks... looks yummy lor... but it's like so many people queing and waiting for table then we were like... forget it la... then we went to

2005-09-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hey People! Polling Day... help me see which one is nicer and tag me!Echo TeamZoo Python

2005-09-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

who the hell in the world has the mood to study... teach me how you do it... lolx... sian... life is a struggle... haha... nue er told me echo team is nicer lea... haha... i love chrome bike also lor... dunno what to do liao... hmm... lemme just thrash the monty xlite after exams... then save up for new frame... muahaha~ i just wanna ride forever...a sudden urge to shout out...for u: i seriously

2005-09-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

Sian... Dreaming of a new bike... haha... like everyday... exams are around the corner... and i'm seriously... having NO MOOD to study!! haha... shit this world... i wanna buy TOTO tomorrow!! God...lolx... i wanna strike rich the easy way... sian.. i so tired... - knock out -

2005-09-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

sigh... what the hell is going on... so tiring... felt so sick already... still got to work... bloody hell... lolx... life is such a struggle... haha... but life goes on... haha... hmm... can't wait for SIP and holidays... can ride non stop and work for new bike... so tired sia... ahah... actually... i don't feel like blogging... the watch pic is like so nice... that's all la... i still love my

2005-09-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

in case no one knows what to get me for my birthday... here it goes!! LOLx i'm so evil today~ grinz =)

2005-09-02T11:50:00.001+08:00

This is the bike i've been wanting to get and these pictures are bike for sales -.-Damn these owners!!Rich Ass~!They deserves a slap in their face...muahaha~ i'm so evil...don't care!! i'm gonna get one of these!!My bike:don't ask me what the different...

2005-09-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

lol... in the middle of the night... can't seems to sleep at all... i'm kinda happy today... dunno why la... but after exams i'm gonna ride so hard till i dropped dead. i don't care!! lolx... i wanna a new bike... (New Xlite 221 PR ´06 http://www.monty.es/news/index.asp?news_id=157 scrothcbrite color <-- here!! *it's gonna cost like a 2nd hand phantom? 2.6 - 3k?) is like so god damn nice lor and.

2005-09-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher Day!! lolx... i bet no teacher will be looking here thou... good luck to all students studying for exams alright? Push harder!!! Perservere till you go OUCH!! haha... no pain no gain... well... to whoever that having problem now... please!! stop thinking and just leave all problems one side first!! study for now... to all year 3 students in TP!! It's the last lap already!! Jia you..

2005-08-31T03:48:00.000+08:00

Here is the Proof!!

2005-08-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

haha... yesterday too tired and i doze off le... no time to blog... super tired sia... sigh... exams coming lea... i dun wanna study!! help!! someone!! i wanna knock out lea... so tired liao... lolx... thanks dominique for sending me her pic in south africa with penguins... lolx... serious... it's true!!! lots of them lor...

2005-08-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Muahaha~ another joke of the day! haha... throat seems to be able to get blocked! by what i dunno la... ask the person that has blocked throat... lol... laughing my ass off... so late in the night liao... still doing FYP... PAI MIA ah~ sian half...

2005-08-28T14:41:00.000+08:00

Woah! Penguin in south africa... i learn something new today... i learnt that in south africa... there's penguin!! standing on the sand!! can't you believe it?!! this is the most amazing thing i heard so far... haha... someone got the picture someone lea!! next time show u people.

2005-08-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

After one whole day... finally the project is done... now left the touch up and the final report already... sigh... major project is a killer... haha... now all i can do is report... in the middle of the night... i'm missing u... yes... you... i dunno what to do with this feeling anymore... so lost... so lost right now...

2005-08-27T02:20:00.000+08:00

Phew~!... hope this time... it's really settled!! so tired from school... major project submission / presentation in 3 days... wah... time really flies man... graduating and receiving my enlistment letter le... lolx... then botak! wee! i bet i cannot take anymore photos by then... lolx... confirm look funny with my ears... late in the night le... still got people not at home... you people always

2005-08-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

Good for the both of you!! why showing me attitude that i'm not suppose to get?! the two of you!! i had enough!! your business has nothing to do with me anymore!! if you guys does not wish to be my friends then don't be. To the two of you reading this ( you know who you are ) i can't be bothered with you people anymore! i bless you two to be happy. i can't believe how faint a 3 year friendship

2005-08-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Just 4 more days to submission of major project... just a few weeks away from the last day of school... till then... i might suffer... but by then... i will be free... from all problems that troubles me... from all those unwanted tension from everyone... by then... i won't get the chance to see those doors anymore... guess that's when i will be leading a brand new life by trying to let go... till

2005-08-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

Well... maybe that door wasn't meant for me to open... and my world isn't just about her... I'm already trying my best... somewhere inside me refuse to let me walk away from that door... it's alot more easier to be said than to be done.. lots of external factors are putting on stress for me... well... i promise my life will be better... very soon... thanks for letting me know that ya still there

2005-08-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

- gone -

2005-08-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

this is how my daughter look like -.-

2005-08-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

yeah... disappear is all i wanna do for now... sorry if you still care.... but i've decided that i should leave you people alone... i mean the problems starts from me, so i should just end it! right? well.. life goes on eventually... there is alot more people out there waiting... so... it's doesn't really matter right? just another honey bear afterall -.-! thanks for the fun that all of us had

2005-08-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

i felt so lost... so lost in life... i dunno what you all expect from me... i am just being myself... i will be giving up on trying to solve all problems u all had... i will just give up on everything in life... i guess only saxophone and bike trials will last me for life...

2005-08-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

if that message was meant for me... i got it... thanks!! still hanging in the air... dunno where to head off to... so lost in life...

2005-08-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

if we are meant to be... we will be... i'm very tired too... i really dunno... so many things happen... so many things... going mad over these few days... i really need to work on my major project already... i'm serious!!! i really don't have the time to settle so many problems created out of no where... people... i apologize if i really got no time for all this... time will tell... god shall

2005-08-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

what a day man... rushing in the morning for wsad assignment then rushed for communication skill presentation immediately after that. I'm sick of wearing formal to school!!! that's it! tomorrow shall be a slipper and shorts day... lolx... maybe wear levis jean... no much days in school le... sob... haha... went for TPSU AGM earlier on... was fun when the school song was played... followed by

2005-08-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey... if you ever happen to read this... i just wanna to say thank you... every message that's from you never fail to bring a smile across my face... i deeply appreciate and treasure our friendship... thank you...

2005-08-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if the world is chocolate... then i shall walk into the sun... melt myself and disappear from the struggling world...

2005-08-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

sian... going for lesson already... really dunno what to do with this mixed feelings... haha... maybe i'm just gonna live with it... am i suppose to go to TPSU AGM today? hmm... Major project is due soon... and it's really tiring these days... sian... really felt so sick and tired of life already... life is never the same already... damn... i hate myself... argh!!! i promise myself... i shall

2005-08-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

crazy... going crazy... i'm crazy... assignments assignments assignments... why are we born into this world to suffer? why are we brought here... just to learn so many rubbish things to make the world even more complicated than before? after sleeping for 15.5 hours today... i begin to felt so tired of life... the more i sleep the more tired i get... i felt like i could sleep forever... life has

2005-08-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

muahaha... felt so stupid... i'm so stupid!!

2005-08-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

muahaha. award ceremony today... so fun yet so pai seh during the sch song. thanks ah... all drag drag drag... in the end only me not from SU... what rubbish... haha... sian... rushing assignment again liao... monday got stupid submission. so tired... breaking down in life liao... what the hell...

2005-08-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

yeah~ i'm peeling... lolx... gonna be peeled by thrusday i don't care... haha... how's everybody out there? i'm going crazy i think... mood swing out of a sudden... felt like can't be bothered with anything anymore... what's wrong with me... i really dunno... life's such a struggle... i felt so tired... so tired from all these things going on around me... ECSA, WSAD, MP and ................ Argh~

2005-08-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

After the burning trip to sentosa, little red cherry tomato went to watched Charlie & the chocolate factory... the movie was cute and touching in some sense... haha... was with someone... lolx... was a enjoyable day... but still gonna do my assignment for tomorrow... sian... going to feng diao le... hurt all over... hurt inside out...

2005-08-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

Sian... what a day... nice ride dude... haha... at least i learn more today... gonna put my heart into trials... i'm really going mad over trials le... great day training my ah pui hop. Since i ah pui ma... so ah pui hop important. haha... that girl is really driving me mad... i'm serious... haha... tomorrow sentosa!! muahaha... can't wait to go mad there... good night everyone... ja ne~!!

2005-08-12T03:06:00.000+08:00

Wah... still up sia... stupid Principle of Entreprenuership assignment... 3am liao lor... sigh... i am so lost in life now... i don't know where i'm heading to... i dunno... mix feelings just like mix berries... argh!! i'm gonna kill myself anytime soon... hopefully can bang wall and die sia... can't wait for sentosa trip this sunday... everyone is gonna have fun.. hopefully... life goes on...

2005-08-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yawn... waiting for dunno what in school... so tired... yawnx... really can't be bothered with things around me now... people... please... do take care of yourself... cause at this time i can't be there anymore... i'm stressing up myself... good luck... take care ppl...

2005-08-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

What a day in school... things happen and it's like... woah... too sudden... i really dunno what got into me... i really wanted to be alone... i just wanna be someone that is like caring for everyone... someone that is beinga pillar to everyone... i dunno... i just wanna be myself once again... someone that is there 24hrs for my friends... someone that studied hard enough... no more princess life

2005-08-10T02:45:00.000+08:00

yup... a silly boy afterall... haha... going mad le... i'm really going mad... i miss her... i dunno why... haha... well... life is always full of ups and downs isn't it? i guess this time will be the same as the last.. i shall not pin any hopes... let time decide... NS is waiting anyway... haha... life's a struggle... i mean... why am i staring at friendster and multiply without knowing what i'm

2005-08-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

sigh... what a tiring day from work... finally... i am resting for the rest of the weekends le... muahaha... finally!!! well... nothing much is going on these days... i mean... nothing much actually... haha... i am going back to ride till i go mad again... trials rulez... well... nothing much to blog... just enjoy ya stay okie?

2005-08-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

Y know you're everything to me and I could never seeThe two of us apartAnd you know I give myself to you and no matterwhat you doI promise you my heartI've built my world around you and I want you to knowI need you like live never, needed anyone beforeChorus:I live my life for youI want to be by your side in everything that you doAnd if there is only one thing you can believe is trueI live my

2005-08-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

So tired from school... really need some sleep to wake up early tomorrow to work... can't take it anymore... my shoulder dropping off.. need to slp... but i cant bear to leave the comp... argh~~!!! save me~

2005-08-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

hmm... yeah~! Happy National Day!!! Happy birthday Singapore~!!Went to catch a movie right after school... was suppose to go to the gym but somehow or rather, immediately after i changed, i changed back into my normal clothes and head to tampines mall (all thanks to th and justin). haha... watch Seven Sword... the poster, previews and stuff looks very interesting but the show seems as if it's

2005-08-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

Phew~ finally i'm home... finish work at around 9... met a dog name bubble today... haha... she's cute!! well... the owner too!! muahaha... she ask her dog not to zhao geng... can u believe it? muahaha... lotsa fun at work... lotsa tiredness within too... now... i'm home... looking at people friendsters, blog and multiply... suddenly i start missing the people at LTC... all the fun we had... haha

2005-08-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

yup... i heard u... wish u happy too... i dunno what is it between us anymore... i dun dare to think anymore... cause i lost all faith in it... time will tell...

2005-08-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

lol... Just came back from LTC!! muahaha~ having lots fun man! got raped in the night... cook mr sunshine breakfast, playing at ALP and even the final clash!! the TUG-O-WAR rocks man... haha... i really play till i drop sia... know alot of new friends from different club... this rocks man!! i gonna organise something like this for INT if possible sia... lolx... i'm going FOC for sure!!! - drop

2005-08-04T02:45:00.000+08:00

I just got so pissed and tired of conversations... i'm quiet when i'm tired... that's all!! i really dunno what is wrong with my life... having friends showing attitude to me when i don't open my mouth to talk during conversation... it's just me!! i mean... i spend all my energy entertaining everyone and myself in school during daytime... why can't i be alittle more peaceful when i'm at home... i

2005-07-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

All these precious moments, with you by my side Must be a gift from heaven, that's holding me all night I don't know how I found you, I'm thankful that I have Now that I have a love so true, to hold, to keep, to share *In my heart I can no longer hold inside All of the love I used to hide I'll always be with you until the very end In this world there is no place I'd rather be You are my life, my

2005-07-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

Sigh... in FYP lab as usual... doing nothing... rotting... having a bunch of monkeys playing DOTA... super kp lor... don't they know what FYP lab is for? no sense of manners... damn these idiots...

2005-07-28T08:14:00.000+08:00

In lesson... early in the morning... I guess... it's over... i give up... i can't bear to... i love you... but do you?? I guess you just can't be bothered anyomre... I just wanna let you know... you are the one i always wanted... thanks for everything you gave into this relationship... -hub

2005-07-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

i was worried... worried that you will just ignore me... i took the first step le... what else do you want me to do... don't you love me anymore... don't you?? Is the the end..? I'm waiting... for your answer... or you already did gave me your answer... if this is the way things gonna be... life will nv be the same again... just let me die... so that i could get out of this misery... Miss you

2005-07-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

I guess it's really over... god... i really can't believe that nothing matters to you anymore... All i ever needed in my life is you... but why can't u see it... i really need you... everyday and everynight... all i think of is you... when everything is gone... my world is filled with darkness... loneliness... no one cares like the way you do... no one could replaced you... no one... i don't care

2005-07-27T05:09:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I ever blog... I got no choice... I really have no one that i could really share my problems with... I just don't see why things are turning out so bad for me... I'm really very tired... Very Stressed out... i just want you back!!! don't you understand... why must it be me that is begging for you to come back... just come... hold my hand once again... i promise... i will

2005-01-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hehe~ It's been a year since i touch this blogger thingy... well... It's boring and it's a waste of time... but no choice... human are weird animals... we just got nothing to do... Let's Welcome myself back to this online world... *Claps* but first... I must thanks my chubby for helping me to revamp this site... all the credits goes to her actually... *grins* next... chubby... if you are reading